We always try to appear "social" by putting on a performance in this noisy world: pretending to understand boring jokes, pretending to be interested in others' lives, then returning home exhausted. In fact, your fear of socializing is not due to introversion, but because your soul has a cleanliness obsession. You can't tolerate fake excitement, nor do you want to lose yourself just to please others.

Remember, in this fast-paced era, being able to settle your own mind is far more admirable than trying to please everyone. If you can't fit in, there's no need to force it. The world is noisy, and it's really good to be a quiet spectator in this corner.