I discovered something: when I was in school as a child, I fought with people, had feuds with them, mutual dislikes with others, and some people I even wanted to kill. The only person I truly wanted to kill was a teacher. During PE class, three of us were late returning from the bathroom, so he grabbed me out and beat me, made me kneel. I said when I grow up I'll definitely get revenge, and he said I'll hit you first, then slapped me repeatedly, I don't know how many times. Back then I thought, if I got cancer and was dying, I'd kill him before I went.
But as I got older, I let it all go. It's
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